i okay i really don't feel like I'm in the mood to type much... so il just post a song that describes me and how I'm feeling right now...
Creep by Radiohead
When you were here before
Couldnt look you in the eye
Youre just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
And I wish I was special
Youre so fuckin special
But Im a creep, Im a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I dont belong here.
I dont care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When Im not around
Youre so fuckin special
I wish I was special
But Im a creep, Im a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I dont belong here.
Shes running out again,
Shes running out
Shes run run run running out...
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
Youre so fuckin special
I wish I was special...
But Im a creep, Im a weirdo,
What the hell am I doing here?
I dont belong here.
I dont belong here.
5 comments:
know the mood, remember it from when I was about your age. take it from an old lady, you will not always feel this way. You are not a weirdo or a creep, just have not found the person that makes you feel alive, you have not found what is called in Hebrew your "Besheret", your soul mate. It is said that 40 days before a fetus is formed, it is decreed in heaven which boy will marry which girl. Your Besheret is out there, waiting for the time when you are comfortable in your own skin, so you can give who you really are to this soul mate. Be patient, its hard I know, but never ever let another person be what validates you.
Oh Matt, email me at pasuhi@msn.com and I will give you the scoop on St Francis and what I was thinking about for you
k il email you right now
i dont think that email worked
I want to see a happy post : )
Imagine how you want to feel and write about that, you will feel better.
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